I'm Going Crazy -- Featuring Evolve, Zanze and Hairoin

A little song I learned at camp years ago began with the words, "I'm going crazy, doncha wanna come along..." It's a playful song, full of energy and perfect for camp age kids everywhere. It's also a state of mind that I feel I've manifested in the past few weeks.

Featuring Evolve River Runs Through It

Featuring Hairoin Bastion

1. IKON: Sunrise Eyes Steel Blue Pale

2. Miamai: Catwalk Lashes

3. Face Paint: Color Change Nails

4. Face Paint: Goddess

5. [Mirror's Enigma]: Iona Native Skintone

6. Kyxe Skins and Shapes: Toasted Almond Matte

7. WoW: Gulsem Jewelry

8. N-Core: Coquette

9. Miamai Poses

I generally consider myself a very down to earth sort, someone who remembers things well like commitments and phone numbers and movie plots. However, those things are melted away and I have few solid memories today.

Featuring Evolve River Runs Through It

Featuring Hairoin Bastion

1. IKON: Sunrise Eyes Steel Blue Pale

2. Miamai: Catwalk Lashes

3. Face Paint: Color Change Nails

4. Face Paint: Goddess

5. [Mirror's Enigma]: Iona Native Skintone

6. Kyxe Skins and Shapes: Toasted Almond Matte

7. WoW: Gulsem Jewelry

8. N-Core: Coquette

9. Miamai Poses

My sons, especially the younger one, likes to play a game called, "Let's see if mom will fall for this one." He'll tell me something we did together, or a conversation we have had, and then tries to convince me it really happened.

Featuring Evolve River Runs Through It

Featuring Hairoin Bastion

1. IKON: Sunrise Eyes Steel Blue Pale

2. Miamai: Catwalk Lashes

3. Face Paint: Color Change Nails

4. Face Paint: Goddess

5. [Mirror's Enigma]: Iona Native Skintone

6. Kyxe Skins and Shapes: Toasted Almond Matte

7. WoW: Gulsem Jewelry

8. N-Core: Coquette

9. Miamai Poses

Did I really do this thing he's said? I don't have a clue. It's strange. I feel like the words, the ideas, the answers, are literally on the tip of my tongue but my tongue and my brain do not engage at the same time so I'm ditzy.

Featuring Evolve River Runs Through It

Featuring Hairoin Bastion

1. IKON: Sunrise Eyes Steel Blue Pale

2. Miamai: Catwalk Lashes

3. Face Paint: Color Change Nails

4. Face Paint: Goddess

5. [Mirror's Enigma]: Iona Native Skintone

6. Kyxe Skins and Shapes: Toasted Almond Matte

7. WoW: Gulsem Jewelry

8. N-Core: Coquette

9. Miamai Poses

When this first happened, it freaked me out a little, to be honest. Now it feels like part of my world. I think anyone with any handicap in our world who has friends, supporters, family on their side have the chance to overcome the handicap. It's not easy but it's possible.

Featuring Zanze Mirror Gown Onyx

Featuring Hairoin Onarra

1. IKON: Sunrise Eyes Steel Blue Pale

2. Gaeline: Fantasia

3. Face Paint: Black Liner

4. Candy Nail: Enishi White

5. [Mirror's Enigma]: Croix Exotic Skintone

6. Kyxe Skins and Shapes: Blushed Berry Matte

7. Chop Zuey: Tiger Lilly Set

8. R2: Azuli Silver

9. Manifeste Poses and Adorkable Poses

Part of me feels responsible to protect the world from my ditzy-ness. I want to hold up a shield so I don't negatively influence anyone. In a business where I've eagerly sought to be ultra professional, I now feel like I should be extra cautious so my ditzy doesn't drain away any respect I may have earned.

Featuring Zanze Mirror Gown Onyx

Featuring Hairoin Onarra

1. IKON: Sunrise Eyes Steel Blue Pale

2. Gaeline: Fantasia

3. Face Paint: Black Liner

4. Candy Nail: Enishi White

5. [Mirror's Enigma]: Croix Exotic Skintone

6. Kyxe Skins and Shapes: Blushed Berry Matte

7. Chop Zuey: Tiger Lilly Set

8. R2: Azuli Silver

9. Manifeste Poses and Adorkable Poses

I'm really grateful for the people who love me when it's easy to love me. I'm more grateful for those who can love me when it's not so easy. I know I cannot change the physiological changes that occur when any 'body' ingests certain medications so I feel like apologizing for it doesn't make sense.

Featuring Zanze Mirror Gown Onyx

Featuring Hairoin Onarra

1. IKON: Sunrise Eyes Steel Blue Pale

2. Gaeline: Fantasia

3. Face Paint: Black Liner

4. Candy Nail: Enishi White

5. [Mirror's Enigma]: Croix Exotic Skintone

6. Kyxe Skins and Shapes: Blushed Berry Matte

7. Chop Zuey: Tiger Lilly Set

8. R2: Azuli Silver

9. Manifeste Poses and Adorkable Poses

It's not that I do not accept responsibility for errors on my part, but that I have absolutely no control over what's happening in the now, so I may explain it in hopes that some will be understanding but since there's no ill will involved, not intent to harm anyone, I have to work on not feeling guilty.

Featuring Zanze Mirror Gown Onyx

Featuring Hairoin Onarra

1. IKON: Sunrise Eyes Steel Blue Pale

2. Gaeline: Fantasia

3. Face Paint: Black Liner

4. Candy Nail: Enishi White

5. [Mirror's Enigma]: Croix Exotic Skintone

6. Kyxe Skins and Shapes: Blushed Berry Matte

7. Chop Zuey: Tiger Lilly Set

8. R2: Azuli Silver

9. Manifeste Poses and Adorkable Poses

I can't tell you when I'll find 'normal' again. I also don't know if 'normal' is what I want anyway. I like the roller coaster we call life. I embrace the changes as they come and as they go. I work very hard to keep a positive point of view and share it with you.

One thing I control is the way I look at life, lead my life and deal with what life offers, and I truly want to share the silver linings in all ways. Blessings!